Woah woah woah woah woah... What-the-actual-f**k is going on here?...
Can I try to explain myself a little publicly real quick?
1.) Me and my actions...
First off, you guys know me... I am the exact same person who started playing over half a year ago and who was the first player to receive NOT ONE, BUT TWO promotions in the SSS. I must have been doing something right because you guys were all happy to talk to me for the last several months. I have been friends with you all since I first joined the Syndicate in April and have had many enjoyable experiences working with you. I have made it clear that I have ALWAYS wanted galactic peace in this game. Now I knew that wouldn't happen as long as IMG still existed, but *shrug* I could still try right?
I don't know why you are suddenly surprised by my actions. Raph is right that some people take this game too seriously. Why can't everyone just be as chill as Sargas or Lisunken?
I'm not part of your generation of corporations or leaders, and I'm d**n proud to be able to say that! So really, I don't give two-shits about the war you all have had going with IMG since the seeming dawn of time. I really don't. Why should I care about that? Jake has been nothing but a friend and rival to me whereas you guys have ALL done things to make me question your trustworthiness. And quite frankly I am tired of hearing all this jargon about how I "used the UC as a shield for my seemingly unethical actions". I helped found the UC. I contributed to it more than what I needed to and I was behind it since day 1. My recruiting of nero had nothing to do with my association with the UC. You can claim to understand my motivations, but I was not trying to use the UC as a shield. It was convenient, absolutely, but unintentional. I guess I trusted you guys to just let me do this and see over time that jake just wanted to mine without the threat of losing everything everyday.
I admitted this to Joolz and I'll admit it here to. I screwed up not waiting for a reply from you two (JJL and Joolz). I am sorry for that. I forgot exactly what happened but I was just so excited that Raph gave me his blessing that I didn't even consider that you two would be the biggest hard-asses of all. JamJul, I want to make it known that you are being completely reasonable through most, if not all, of this. Your "demand" of nero is not outright absurd and your honoring of the UC charter keeps you in good standing with me personally. Joolz on the other hand...
Comparing me to Dadds. Wow, that would sting a little if there was any truth to that. Also, I'm friends with Dadds in AG too! Problem? He's actually a nice guy if you stay on his good side and don't f**k**g insult him every five seconds. You still think I FORCED you to do anything? Your own stubbornness made you lose control. The fact that you laid an ultimatum on the front desk of the UC offices forced you to act the way you did. My behavior only influences yours if you let it. That is the truth. Don't say you didn't have any options because you did and you still do.
And Raphael, jake didn't betray these guys. Dadds did. Try as you may, I don't pin the sins of one man on another. If I had been trying to take Dadds in I would have TOTALLY understood this reaction and would have expected you to squash me like a bug
2.) My corp and its reputation...
Just like me, SPQNR is not made up of players from your generation. The Senate was very adamant about how to handle the situation and I was at panic-stations-nine for like, the last two days over all of this
SPQNR, EOS, and NHC are the ONLY corporations that don't see IMG members as a lost cause. It's all about restorative justice with us. You guys are so focused on retaliation and revenge that you can't just try a different tactic and rehabilitate a "criminal?"
You can say what you want about New Rome, but the glory days for your corps have ended and mine are just beginning. Raphael is right that I DO want more members! I want peace! I want you all to just stop fighting because of the public actions of a handful of people! Truth is, you guys are the minority. You may be a powerful and present minority, but your continued hostility towards me and "lost of trust" are only the reactions of two people. And vira, if I cared about your disappointment in New Rome I would have asked your opinion prior to all of this...
3.) Jake/Nero...
I also made it clear to anyone who bothered to ask since like, May, that jake was my friend. He always has been.
Sargas, Mythiclord, Me, and probably dozens of other members did not see Jake as the public menace that you guys are willing to label him as, even in war. Raphael told me once that jake wasn't a bad guy and that quickly became obvious the more I talked to him. Why should Jake apologize and jump through hoops for fighting in a war when all he did was play the game and attack? You say there is no remorse in his message Raph, well yeah, he enjoyed shooting at people just as much as you do. What's wrong with that? He didn't fly off the handle like Dadds. He didn't betray any of you because it was obvious you didn't understand how you can be friends with the same people you fight against.
In regards to the 25 QP, he told us he tried to send money. I knew it was a bad idea and that sum is a bit... insulting. But I didn't know how much he was sending, I just told him you guys were looking for an apology.
My final argument; I only asked you all as a courtesy. I only waited for Raphael's response because he is the sole entity capable of laying New Rome (and me!) to waste. I also thought he would be the hardest sell of all, but I see now that that title goes to Joolz. I'm friends with all of you. You being mad at me only makes you look like children.
I don't care if you stay mad at nero. Go for it. If that makes you feel better and you think that is the healthy option then that is your choice. But I am giving him a new life and as long as he is here he will be treated equally as a Senator, member, and friend.
(^THIS WAS TYPED BEFORE IRREDRACHE'S LATEST RESPONSE^)
I wasn't really *forced* out of SSS, but when I told Raphael my plans he 'pressured' me to accelerate my agenda